Your PD symptoms are slowly and slowly increasing in intensity and in variety for a long time. As a result, you may not be able to independently do daily chores. You can’t drive, you can’t change your clothes, you need help in eating food, you can’t walk, you can’t talk, you can’t write and so on.
Your expectations to be independent are failing. You are becoming more and more dependent. But you don’t want to see yourself becoming dependent on others. Dependence could be physical, financial and/or emotional.
You may get the question why PD to me? You may not have rational answers to the question. Because of that, you are frustrated and may be slipping into depression.
When you aren’t finding the rational answers, a spiritual approach to deal with your PD can be helpful to be victorious to calm your mind, and to positively see your situation. As a result, you will not be suffering in spite of physical handicaps due to PD symptoms.
The following spiritual beliefs are useful.
Belief 1: I am a soul
Belief 2: God is my invisible friend
Belief 3: I, a soul, am an eternal actor in world drama cycle.
Practicing Belief 1:
I am an eternal soul, a point source of energy. I, a soul, am different from my body, and am like a driver to a car. The car is my body. PD is to my body, and not to me, a soul. I a soul, can detach from the body. I am a peaceful soul. I am a loveful soul. I am a blissful soul. I am a soul, embodiment of power and energy. These qualities I experience in spite of PD induced handicaps to my body.
Practicing the Belief 2:
God is a tiny point source of energy. I am also a tiny point source of energy. Both of us are same in form. God is my mother, father, friend. I visualize two tiny points two feet away from my eyes. One tiny point is God and the other one is my self. I experience both the points. I , a tiny point, feel the vibrations of God as a tiny point. I also experience God’s healing energy. I pass on the healing energy into my body.
Practicing Belief 3:
I a soul, am an eternal actor in the cyclic world drama. This drama is eternal and repeats identically every 5000 years. Whatever happened, whatever is happening, and whatever will be happening are beneficial in the drama. The drama is divine. So also, the PD symptoms. I bless the symptoms for their divine part in the drama. I say thanks to the symptoms for manifesting their divine part in my body. I detach from my body.
I a soul am the driver of the body. The body’s electrical/neurological network is faulty. Because of that PD symptoms manifest. I see my dependence on my partner/others as interdependence. I a soul am playing a part of interdependence. I detach myself from the body and view my part in the drama as an eternal actor. I have gone through this part countless times in the eternal drama. PD is to my body, not to me, a soul.
Experiencing these beliefs leads to peace, detachment, courage, and patience. You can conquer fears by practising these beliefs.